Wow you guys really are great (this post surely won't do my thanks any justice) but I appreciate everyones thoughts and concerns. I have been working a rediculous amount, I just got in the house here about 15 minutes ago actually, but Dewayne (razorback) texted me earlier saying you guys were worried about me... I have spoken with JD a while back on the myspace messages. Im really sorry I havent gotten on here, working 8 days a week is tough, lol..... next rumor, cummins.... true story, but at the end of the day my boss actually gave the truck to me its a 97 12 valve cummins 5 speed 4x4 reg cab long bed. doesn't look good but runs great. Now the grey truck I still have it, it's tore all to hell..... tranny, oil leak, and one day i was tryin to get it to town a friend of mine at a shop was gunna put it on the lift and see whats up with the tranny, maybe slave cylinder he thought, but alas before i got out of the drive i heard a **thunk** and gear oil poured out, some bolt caught in the ring gear chipped two teeth and a hole in the diff cover... AGAIN..... no sign of where the bolt came from though, all ring gear bolts were in place, etc.... so anyway thats the story with the grey truck, I dont want to sell it but honestly is all that stuff worth fixing? OK enough about that, now that this is a small novel to recap the past 6 weeks.... we've been making hay every chance the weather allows, horses are good for the most part, and Im still here just pluggin away at life...... I miss you guys and think ya'll are the best! and I hope you really know it!!!!!!!